hiaz....

time is passing very fast,now my babe girlfriend is having her last year in tsun jing high school,i still remember my class teacher always told me the time is never waiting a person, it will passing in your life if you never treasure it,i believe it true, suddenly i had graduate from my mother school almost one year, all my friend are looking for their future, and now is my girlfriend begin her last senior life, she will begin busy at all the time, and this is one of the problem i had to faced, i be scared our treasure time will lessen, i scared she can not accompany with me anytime, she have tuition after school, she attend the club and activity, all this thing is benefit for her, but relatively i have to sacrifice my time for her,haiz...... may be as boy friend i should not think like that, i have to give my encouragement to her, i think she will hope so....however she still is my lovely babe girlfriend....

不懂

真希望以后的我可以成为一位成功人士
现在的我还是一位学生
而且还是一位没钱的学生
现在我终于明白了什么叫穷读书生
Haiz....都二十岁人了拉
每天还得向爸妈生手讨钱吃东西
真的拿钱的那一刻真的很难受
感觉将大了还要向父母拿钱 很没用
或者这些都没办法 因为读书没有入息
不过最令我自己难受的就是向他们拿钱去和女友吃东西
不想用他们的钱又不能哦 自己又没钱
叫我没钱就不要学人家帕托啦
不知不觉又在一起了将久 现在叫我分手？
我看可以叫我去死好一点了
haiz......人大了果然有些烦恼
这些东西真的不懂怎样好啊

what can i do

i,m sorry because of my actuation, i make a long decision of my life,i know that is not working, but i still going to try,i know any decision will have they risk, but if we did not confrontation on risk, i think it will be little hard to success,i know about this concept, but without support and encourage from my parent, i can not make it, eventually the most powerful motivation i think it will come from our's parent support.